Monday, August 07, 2006

Arbit illusions

Well first things first....someone told me to do this so I m hereby declaring ki I didnt quit smoking.But last week was mid sem time and obviosuly tension mein ur will power shakes a bit and a smoke once in a while really helps. BULLSHIT seriously it hardly helps its just the mental thing.

So mid sems got over in which i was ROYALLY SCREWED and then came in the hostel events called the WORLD WAR.No point of boring u guys with wats its all abt but in a nutshell its the most enduring physically n mentally challenging event i ever participated in. Ur voice chokes and even the eunuchs of Grant road will run away after hearing ur screams n chants. Itni frequency se raids to Grant road mein bhi nahin padti n i m sure ki mumbai ke dance bar owners bhi raid ke liye itne alert nahin rehte honge jitne hum log they .

BUt in the end it all starts making sense ...the stupid bashings, the tyre raid the march past and the final party.I always believed the frndship which is formed by working in a team in a crisis situation is the strongest.So at the end of this week i made some real good frnds and learnt some good things.

So Anu tagged me and i"ll have to follow the ritual.Anu ki wajah se yeh serious sa blog likhne ka chance mila raha hai. Interesting post i must say the only scary thing is it reveals a lot abt u....

I am thinking ….
How the hell krish became a hit? Why the hell there are exams in any institute??? Why there is only one charlize theron>?????
But besides all this i m thinkin how times just passes by especially the good days of life. My graduation's 4 years ended so soon ....n now after my first month in joka i believe these 2 years of MBA will also pass by pretty fast.I wish i had an option of continuing this student life forever.......
I said….
Well i say a lot of crap n u can ask my frnds to confirm that. But all the things i say somehow make sense atleast for me..:P I believe in frndship, relationship n family one shud never care for wat the person in frnt said or did wrong. U shud always go back to the people who really mean so much in life to u ditching all the personal ego n all.

I miss...
the time which i spent with my sisters now they both are married and they both are way too busy with their careers.My best frnd in this world is my younger sis i miss the time when she understood wats going inside my head without even askin me. The innocence of life is now gone and the responsibilities are coming in.


I hear...
everything arnd me but i grab only those things which makes sense to me. Somehow i was always able to do this thing wat i learnt just now is called SELECTIVE attention.

I wonder...
how few small moments of life become so important that u keep them in ur memories for ever.These moments are like ur comfort zone whenever smthing goes wrong u can just disconnect urself from the rest of the world and then get in the zone.


I regret...
Very few things. I always belive wateva decisions I took in my life were best at tht instant.Maybe sometime later u can think I wud have done this n such crap but the fact is its only ur gut feeling and instincts which u can trust.

I am...
A guy who wants everything in life.............

I dance...
for fun n when i feel like. In my grad time i took part in all the choreo events but later on i found it pretty monotonous so ditched it. Now i just dance to enjoy.
I sing...
very BAD.....But still i have this fantasy of being a rock star which i knw is never gonna be fulfilled :(
I cry.....
Whenever TULSI bhabhi aur jassi ko yeh zalim duniya satati hai.
I am not...
a very stiff person. I feel that u shud always be flexible in life..Coz life is never stiff u meet so many people n they all hv their own issues n all besides tht there are so many situations when u need to twist ur ways a bit. So i m the person who has no issues with tht.
I write...
coz this gives me a sense of freedom ..
I confuse...
with my own thoughts... So many things are going on in my head all the time its really like tuning a radio to a particular frequency.
I need...
some good frnds all the time arnd me. Abhi tak god infinite consistent hai n i never had a shortage or a void of good frnds arnd me.
I should...
be sleeping early in the night. My body is gettin all fucked up sleepin at bloody 5 am in the morning..:(

I finish...
this blog

I m not tagging anyone but still Anu good one i really enjoyed writing this.

14 comments:

luv said...

yehh...."I M STILL ALIVE "
read all ur previous posts ..seems ur having infi fun in JOKA...sandy is hopefully comming for convo..we'll miss u

Raja Agrawal said...

u got it dude.

humor and senti sells ...:)
[n sometimes sex too :P]

Strictly for my friends said...

This was an interesting post and showed a deeper more serious side of you. Enjoyed reading it.

Wonder what the hell was going on during your ragging!!!?!!

equilibrium said...

well...nice, and interesting.

starry nights said...

Nice Tag..got to know a lot about your likes and dislikes. enjoyed reading it.True Family and friends will be there forever.I like to dance too,even though I dont know how.

shan said...

normally people (including me) have a tendency of making simpler things complicated... i enjoyed reading ur piece becoz it makes such a complicated life seem so simple yet believable...ur knack to touch this illusionary side of human life which is fresh and wanted yet seems far off, is what makes ur writing special.. keep up the gud work...

Shakhi said...

Very different from all ur other posts...
showed a serious "you" for a change....
nice to know "u"

anu said...

hmmm aise hi hamari chatra chaya mai rahiye hum apko or tag wale post likhne ka mauka denge !..well ab samjh aya ki sisters kitni acchi hoti hai , i hope my bro too hav realised dat by now ..waise post badhiya tha !

Abhishek Upadhyay said...

kisne bola Grant road mein enunchs rehte hain?Kabhi gaya hai kya?

Tulsi ko zaalim duniya satati hai....hero woh ham logon ko satati hai...satati nahi 3 degree torture karti hai.

Priyankari said...

I write...
coz this gives me a sense of freedom ..- liked it best. nyway, the passage of time is inevitable and often a boon. when we wonder why those good days passed away, we can never ignore the gift of memories it has left behind, and sometimes time itself is a great healer.

tanvi said...

Great post.
different from at I have read till now from you.....

Niharika said...

well well well..
all i would say is that the style of expression was diferrent!! i liked your style.. something new..
good work fella!!

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